Oops, I did it again. I tried to play the game again. I tried to be apart of a system again. I tried to "fit in" again. And all over again... Obligation. Conformity. Accountability. It can be so hard to walk this path. And honestly, I understand why there are some people just attending and not transforming. I understand why those who are transforming decided to … [Read more...] about Hard Lessons in Life
Late at night tossing and turning. Worry. Sadness. Pain. Heartbreak. How did our country get here? How have we progressed so far yet stay divided? Watching the rise of destruction amongst people is the hardest thing to watch. The hate. The destruction. The racism. The violence. When will enough be enough? When will we choose love? When will we no … [Read more...] about Wake UP!
It is easier to allow our feelings to dictate our actions than it is to fight for what is right. It is easier to walk away then it is to fight for honor, love and respect. But, the real question is what do you want? What are you willing to do to fight for your family? What are you willing to do to fight for your dreams? What are you willing to do to fight for your health? The … [Read more...] about Pray Harder.
There are days I want to quit. There are morning I wake up and just want to not be plagued with all the side effects of polycystic ovarian syndrome. There are moments of doubt and frustration. There are times I feel like I am losing control of all my emotions and feelings. There are days that giving up sounds like a good plan. But, when I look back and I think about why I started: … [Read more...] about Faith Over Fear
Last week as the final blow hit and knocked the wind right out of me I began to question God's grace and love for me. I began to think I was being punished for my past sins and mistakes. How could an all loving and powerful God take this dream away from me? How could He had given me clear peace and contentment that the answer was "yes" only for the "no" to rip my heart apart? The Apostle … [Read more...] about Inspired Beyond the Storm
Loss is never easy. Whether it is the loss of a loved one, loss of a job, loss of a dream or loss of a friendship... loss is difficult. Before the sun rises and the birds begin to chirp I sit praying, writing and listening to my internal voices debating the choice I am facing. To say this journey has been difficult would be too simple. The pain of never feeling another baby kick in my tummy … [Read more...] about Loss is NEVER Easy